AM I ME
AM I
每次想鼓勵或臭罵自己一頓，我就會盯著鏡子裡的我，
但這次有點不一樣。
不知道哪根筋不對，我離鏡子越來越近，直到眼角餘光也只剩下鏡子裡的世界。
我一直盯著離我很近的這個人，我很熟悉他，不想他做出跟我不同的舉動；但在這個想法出現的瞬間，另一個恐懼的想法也跟著一起降臨。
「我如果在盯著他久一點，他會和我不同」
Whenever I want to give myself a pep talk — or a scolding —
I stare into the mirror.
But this time felt different.
I don’t know what came over me,
but I kept leaning closer,
until even my peripheral vision was filled only with the world inside the glass.
I kept staring at the person just inches away.
I know him well.
I don’t want him to make a move I wouldn’t make.
But the moment that thought appeared,
another, more terrifying one crept in:
“If I keep staring long enough…
he’ll become someone else.”
desigNer / jungo